23.7.05
failure to comply.
i'm tired. it's 1.11am and i wore a fucking sari for the racial harmony celebration. HAHA. yes i wore it cos i hoped that that person would come. but fuck the person didnt come anyway wearing the sari was ok just that it was kind off long and i had trouble to move and during the mass dance when they were doing the fusion dance i had only one hand to do the hand movements and the other somewhere down there pulling the sari. it was quite a sight to see ME in a sari. but what the heck. it was for fun.
my school hates me, my school's P and VPs hates me. it's ok, i hate them too.
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1:08 AM
21.7.05
false allegations.
marrissa's not wearing a bra damnit! this is so DTEH. and she has like no nipples la. what the fuck. this is so horny. -_-" anyway i've collected donations in like a period of 2 hours i collected $98. damnn i'm good. HAHA. i'm watching THE O.C. and i think LOST. sucks. Marrissa's so skinny.
today was ok. school was ok.. it was odd, accounts was bad i had a test and thruout the test, i was just looking ouut the fucking window. HEH. i was looking at people doing p.e. :) and yeah. after school went to see miss goh. and she's like damn angry at me and someone else. miss goh's mean. i know what she is thinking. anyway, suprisingly the rest of theday i was messaging tingxi. :D until like 10.30 she went to sleep maybe. and i'll wear the sari if she comes for the danceathon tomorrow. :D hahaha. but that's provided the bavani really brings la.
i'm now watching one tree hill. tsk.
ok i've gotta bring the chocolate for valarie koh tomorrow. she wants. :) anyway today was nice la. i kept talking to that person today. i cant believe i like that person again. but then that person is really good looking and smart and cool. and funny. though that person does make me feel stupid. i think that person rocks.
i love THAT person.
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11:36 PM
20.7.05
so long astoria
When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way
Firefly come back to me
the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night
a*teens. nice song. :)
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10:40 PM
a full masterpiece.
actually. i think i want to pon school tomorrow. ahh fuck. but my mother would NEVER let me pon. wtf la.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. <3>
hahaha.
anyway. i feel retarded. i sent to that to someone. and it wasn't meant for that someone, but that's how i feel about that someone. but i told that someone, sorry i sent to the wrong person. and now i think that person thinks i like someone else. :(
noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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9:12 PM
18.7.05
i hate real estate agents
what the fuck la. i'm like pissing the fuck out of myself. i'm damn fucking curious who the fuck that motherfucker is la. but if i ask, then she's prolly thing i'm one sick fucker. and then come to think of it, she may never fucking care. so i shouldnt fucking like her or whatever la. anyway. there's this thing. my sister screwed the fucking computer. BUT FUCK. that's besides the point.
I'M SO FUCKING DEVASTATED. i dont want to go to fucking school. i dont want to see that fucking. what it is. i'll sleep at 3. i fucking hate myselff
FUCKING GWENDOLYN FUCK WEE FUCK EE FUCK WEI.
such a nice fucking name. I HATE THAT FUCKING. as much as i fucking love you, but i fucking hate you for the times you make me cry. FUCK IT ALL. i dont need you. i just want you. FUCK IT ALL.
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12:01 AM
17.7.05
do you love the real estate agent?
*music: she spider, mew.
i love that song. but i love you more. :\ HAHA.
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside i hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside i hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And i can make you start to smile
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10:18 PM
galvenized
music: september, green day.
when i was going home last night, when i sat in joanne's cab that song was played on air. and with it, it made me think about you. you always make me cry. but i dont know why.
i really love you.
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10:51 AM
tenacity
i'm surfing for tattoo shops in THE SUNNY ISLAND OF SINGAPORE. i want a tattoo. for fun. :) chess says shes getting one at the end of the year. lots of things happened on friday. went to mandarin hotel. stayed there at about 10 went to cine to find food ate abit satat yoshi talked to jeremy, kenny, leon tay, victoria, soon leng, ra, maryanne, joanne and fangzi. then after that all of us except victoria and soon leng went to orchard tower. went to see transvestites. HAHA. was fucking funny how they flirted with the men. and then at 2.45 got kicked out of the fucking hotel. damnn pissed. then, ra, fz, jo, me, jeremy leon tay went to ailin's house t crash. :D today alin had a party i felt out so i went home. HOHO. anyway, tingxi had a concert today, it was so bad! i wanted ask her out.. i wanted to watch as welll, but i went late. L :(
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12:39 AM
16.7.05
ceremonial liabilities.
whatever the fuck is, i hate RITA. whatever the fuck her surname. kicked us out of the fucking hotel. she thinks shes damn big la. what the fuck la! anyway. jeremy is fucking cool! :D
I LOVE. __.
oooh...
she so horny
she tried to get on me.
HAHAHA
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4:38 AM
12.7.05
televised cremations.
i hate memories. i love cutting myself. and there's no way i'm gonna stop.
even if the world wasn't against me; i'll make it be against me.
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2:00 AM
i dont need any more problems right now.